I am NOT happy about this! (update)

Okay, so as you all know from my last post I went through a hair crisis. What? Don’t look at me that way. If I say it was a hair crisis, it was a hair crisis (rolls eyes).  Lol.  Anyway, this is just a quick update on how it turned out. I continued the apple cider vinegar rinse for about 2 more weeks. Let me just take a moment and say that apple cider rinses stink to high h*ll! Ugh!  Afterwards, I decided to chill on the WnG’s and keep my hair in twists and braids and only took them down once a week if I went out. Otherwise, I’d just put a tam hat on and rocked it. My hair was doing well as far as I could see, and when I washed my hair my curls were looking normal again. I attempted my first Wng this past Thursday and it didn’t look right…again. However, instead of panicking I took a minute to really look at my hair. It was dry, very dry. I would leave my hair in twists for up to 12 days at a time. Yes, I would moisturize them with Hair Dew, but I never sprayed them with water. Oops, my bad, but hey you live and you learn right? So, I just took this time to try out this treatment Denim Pixie did for her hair called the Cherry Lola Treatment.  Here are the results…

POW!!!!!! My curls are back babeeee. LOL

Needless to say I’m thrilled. I’m so excited to rock my WnG’s again.

Talk to you all soon 🙂

Jiquay

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Hair length Check

Hey lovelies!

I’m sorry I have been M.I.A.! I’ve been super busy. So, I realized that I haven’t done a hair length check update since my big chop. Well, at least on here.  As you all know, I did my big chop October 16th and I decided to only measure my hair every 2 months. I actually did a length check on December 16th. I didn’t take any pictures of it but I wrote down the measurements. Sorry guys, I didn’t measure the starting point so we can go from here…

Front – 3 inches
Front Left – 2 3/4 inches
Front Right – 3 inches
Middle – 3 1/2 inches
Back Left – 2 3/4
Back Right – 2 3/4

I will do the next length check February 16th. How is Your hair journey coming along?

Until next time sweeties,

Jiquay

Look at this ish….

So one of the things that I have struggled with since I have big chopped is how to apply the products in order to get the results I want. Fuzziness has been my arch enemy and he has been winning every epic battle. Until… tonight. Tonight in which I have absolutely no where to go and didn’t give a crap about what my hair looked like. Tonight was deep conditioning night so I washed my hair and slapped on my favorite DC. I baggied and sat under the dryer for ten minutes. I left the baggie on for another hour while I checked my email. Then I rinsed and decided since I wasn’t going anywhere I wasn’t using my expensive stuff and grabbed some Giovanni direct leave in and some KCCC (Kinky Curly Curling Custard) . I had some left from when I was transitioning and hated them both. I basically slapped them in, not really caring how it would turn out. I walked out of the bathroom to go answer the phone, returned to the bathroom, and looked in the mirror and was like wth! It actually looked great!! It wasn’t fuzzy At All and my hair is ALWAYS fuzzy. I didn’t have white head and it dried wonderfully. I had inadvertently discovered a sweet combination and method of getting the WnG results I wanted (with no freaking where to gooooo!).  Ugh. Ah, well. Trial and error is the best way right?

Front/Top

Look at this ish...No Where To Go! lol

I guess I need to revisit KCCC again!

Until next times hunnies!

To big chop or not, that is the question? Part 3

*Note: This post was written weeks/months before posting. I was still deciding whether or not to blog.

So, I have been deeply mulling over this belief that long hair equals beauty. After many nights of ranting to the bestie, I discovered that this “conditioning” came from many areas in my childhood which followed me into my adulthood. I remember in the 7th grade I got my first hair cut. I was very excited and loved it. I was an 80’s baby so the hair style I had was a mushroom cut with long hair in the back. All of my friends loved it and I did to until I overheard this particular conversation. There were these two boys who sat in the back of the classroom. One of the guys, the girls were absolutely crazy over. The other, well let’s just say his mommy loved him very much. Anyway, they were discussing what girls they thought were pretty and which ones were not. As they were judging girl after girl my name came up. I heard them both agree that I was cute except my hair was too short and I would be fine if I wasn’t bald headed. I turned around and said, “umm, excuse me but you cannot see my scalp and my hair is short by choice!” One of the long haired girls said, “yeah right.” Then, the boys said, prove it. Bring a picture tomorrow. By this time I am pissed, but being the Aries that I am I arise to challenges with the utmost intentions of crushing my opponent. I reply, not only will I bring a picture, I’ll show you (the girl who said yeah right) that my hair was longer than yours!

The next day I brought my pics and the boys say, “you are so pretty, why did you cut your hair?” Although I poked my chest out and gave those two a piece of my mind, that moment stuck with me deep inside my subconscious. Also, many of the guys I dated when I grew up were stuck on long hair. Even my grandmother was obsessed with it. When I told her I was thinking about going natural she was fine. But when I said I was thinking about cutting my hair she told me I was crazy and just about bit my head off. My apprehensions about cutting my hair began to makes sense to me now. I was now determined to shake off these past experiences and redefine for myself what beauty means. Also, I have a beautiful daughter who looks up to me and it is my job to set the example of how she should view herself. So, I shared these inner discoveries with the hubby, who loves long hair btw. However, he is totally supportive of whatever I decide to do, I’ll always be beautiful no matter what (hey, those were his words not mine lol)!

So, with that being said…

Big Chop Oct.16th, 2011

I did it! I cut off all of my heat trained hair and it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be.

Until next time…Lotus Blossom out!

Umm, new style…I think. (I tried) lol

*Note: This post was written months before posting. I was still deciding whether or not to blog.

So, I’ve been trying out new styles I’ve seen on my hair and, well…no. Let’s just say I need to stick with what works, lol. Well, at least I tried! Enjoy…

I flat twisted the front of my hair

See, I already knew this wouldn't work lol.

Then I bantu knotted the rest.

Results

What do you all think?

Talk to you all later…xoxo

Transitioning hair styles (wins and fails)

*Note: This post was written months before posting. I was still deciding whether or not to blog.

 

As I stated in a previous post, bantu knots and pony tails are my go to hair styles while I am transitioning. I’ve added buns to the list and attempts at twist outs/braid outs. I have had some great hair days and some not so great days. Here are a few pics giving you a glimpse of what my journey has been like so far…enjoy.

My go to style…

Bantu knots

Bantu Knot (win)

Pony Tail

Twist Out

Twist Out (Fail)

Wash N Go

WnG ( major FAIL)

Yeah it pretty much obvious that WnG’s are NOT an option right now. That was a major fail.

Until next time …(Whatcha’ll doing)?

To big chop or not, that is the question? Part 2

*Note: This post was written months before posting. I was still deciding whether or not to blog.

I have been enjoying my transitioning  journey for some time now.  My new growth is coming along quite nicely. However, every once and awhile I look at my hair and wonder what my texture will be?  How will it curl?  Will it be loose or tightly coiled?  Then I imagine what I would look like if I got my big chop now? I would take a section of my hair when wet, find the line of demarcation and imagine how many inches would be left. Then I would damn near have a panic attack when thinking of chopping off my hair.  I’d shake these thoughts off with a “hmmph” and walk away.

Each day my curiosity of what my texture would become grows more and more while my fear of cutting my hair grows as well. What am I afraid of? Yes, the easy answer would be cutting my hair but I feel there is something more. Some “thing” that lies beneath the surface that I can’t quite put my finger on. Now I bet some of you are saying, “really Jiquay, it’s not that serious.” I’m telling you, IT’S THAT SERIOUS. As you continue to read my blogs you’ll realize I’m an unnecessarily complex person lol.  Any-who, after accompanying my cousin to get her bc (who btw just decided, “ok let’s do this”), and gasping after my friend showed up with her hair cut off out the blue; I knew it was time to figure out what was holding me back.

I’d like to take this time to tell the hubby and the bestie thanks so much for listening to my rants about why I need to cut my hair but not really at 3 in the morning! Hey pookie bear and Angel!!!!! Seriously, I’m taking these people through changes. I keep going back and forth. Up and down. Who knew hair could take me through so many emotions? I continued to contemplate what was holding me back and I finally realized what I was afraid of. I didn’t know who I would be without my hair. I had become so attached to my hair that I could not see myself without it. I identified with my hair. I was shocked and livid at the same time. How did I get here?  Where did I develop the belief that long hair equals beauty? It was time to find out…

Until next time… (Whatcha’ll doing 😉 )?